A hard thing to do

My mum recently got me a prayer journal where I could write out my prayers and each entry also has a spot for "how God answered this prayer."

So last night I wrote a prayer for my marital future. And I included how I would like to get married and I also prayed for my future wife. I also prayed for the flip side. And I prayed that if God didn't want me to be married, that he reveal that to me in the very near future. That's the hard and scary thing. Cuz I don't know if I really want to know that. I mean I would like to know, but I don't wanna know. Know what I'm sayin'?

So I'll keep you posted, but be advised that I'll be prayin' for a lady until I hear otherwise.